Day Sixteen-ish to Day Twenty: January 16th to January 20th
Well, it seems that I have been slacking a lot with this blogging thing, and yet I am determined to keep my New Year’s Resolution alive! Once again I will attempt to sum up my past few days and hopefully will blog more consistantly after this.
So after the boys left on Sunday and Greg stayed we just wanted to enjoy our last week together. Greg and I got a dance lesson from Matthew and it was so much fun! I love my boy for being interested in the things that I am. :) We played even more Wii with my sister and mom and basically just enjoyed each other’s company. That boy is my whole heart<3. This morning he left to go back to Philadelphia.. and I’d be lying if I say that I took it well. I hate to see him leave. :’( I really hope this whole long distance thing will get easier for me. However, I promised to keep my head up high and just get excited to see him again!
I also start school again on Sunday which makes me kind of anxious too, I know this semester is going to be a lot more work than last. I also promised myself that I am going to get myself together and really be healthy and do well in all of my classes. I also plan to get a job, so hopefully everything works out!
As I am typing this I am sitting alone in my house, and it’s extremely sad for some reason. I realize now that I have not been alone.. not only only in my own house.. but in general for a very long time! I am not the kind of person who doesn’t enjoy the company of others. I guess I just don’t like to give myself time to think of things. I also stress over things that I know I have no control over. I plan to change this as well.
This post was really long, and I don’t expect anyone to read it.. I almost hope they don’t for some reason. I just want to make sure I remember exactly the way I felt this day a year from now, even ten years from now.
Alright, I’m done writing in this weird mood.
Hopefully things are only going to go up from here.
